I Love You

i think my cousins all have either a star's face or gives me the feeling of a star. how nice is that.. :)

and for today, first time ever i woke up so early to have breakfast at McDonalds with friends. not to say with my mushrooms. i feel so sinful now. gonna do sit ups later to flatten my tummy. but i guess part of it is flattened due to the laughters in the afternoon. bth tt osk pig. ever wonder a pig dancing those aunty dance? a real one k. not cartoon. made me laugh till i almost cant breath.

and i wonder why i suddenly tot of halifah using marker to mark a cross on peng guan's face. and also the scene where we girls drew n poke n tore the penguine picture drew by..forgot who at the back of the class notice board. looking back at those scenes made me rmb another one where i was laughing till halfway and i looked at him and saw the expression on his face during tt time. he was smiling. tt's right. no wrong right? but the look in his eyes aint smiling.

seeing him smiling always aint really the smile frm the bottom of his heart. everyone knows. he looked as though he didnt minded us making fun of him, but is tt really what he is thinking in mind? i doubt so. his smile looked so fake. as fake as it can be easily seen through that he is forcing his cheeks to stay up. i unknowingly wondered what if i were to be in a situation like him? what would i be feeling? my answer:

am i really being disliked so much by all of you? i'll feel totally an odd one out, or rather, being left out, from this class. i wont be carrying a fake smile on my face everytime when i come to school. i wont be bothered to. or maybe, i wouldnt even feel like coming to school. all the unwelcomed tone, gestures. i'll know how much this class disliked me. would i even be so thick skinned to stpe into this unwelcome classroom?

and now come to think of it, maybe it is partly this reason tt made him dont feel like coming to school apart from his other personal reasons.

im saying these because i think its very brave of him to still being able to study in this school; brave of him to still being able to rise his head up and step into this classroom; not cos of any other intentions. really. if i were to be him, i'd rather quit school and come to school for O level papers only.

alright. i just think that i wont be as brave as him if i happen to *choy choy* fall into his situation.

so for now, i got tagged to do this thingy~ enjoy knowing me more~~ LOL

1)Each blogger must post these rules first.
2)Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits abt themselves.
3)Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog on 8 things & post these rules at the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 ppl to get tagged n list their names.
4)Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged.

8 FACTS ABOUT ME..
1. beauty sleep is forever sooooo important to me. so dont ever ask me out to ton. :)
2. i love doin D.I.Y stuffs. but i dont know how to do most of them.. lol
3. i love playing games but im such a noob at games.
4. im kinda anti-social. as in, i'd only make friends with ppl whon i know through close friends. i dont make friends anyhow.
5. i get super duper excited when it comes to math! love math hell heaven earth lots. lol.
6. i look out more for pretty girls than handsome guys. :D
7. i wouldnt care much about being naked infront of my girlfriends cos what they have, i have too! just diff size. haha.
8. being seriously sick makes me happy cos i can lose weight. :)

now the next 8 ppl to do this thingy,
JUS
NET
CHRISTIE MEI
SAM
SHANG YING
JUN ZHI
IRIS DARLING
RUI HONG

lights off! tata~

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